Dearest
Family,
I don't
even know where to begin!! Conference was splendid! Upon waking up on Monday I
found that my hand was sore from furiously writing down notes. I think the
focus of the conference was obedience and families. The spirit was so strong
and all of my questions were answered by inspired men and women of God. We are
so blessed. It was an incredible feeling looking from the screen to seeing
3,000 missionaries all trying to do there best and will cover almost every
country in the world. I left conference with a firm resolve toward progression.
We are promised blessings in return for obedience and we are promised miracles
for exact obedience. This week has been fairly crazy but repeatedly I found
miracles.
Me and
Hrma Tzorin sent our other companion off to Chile on Monday morning at 4. It is
amazing how much I have grown to love my companions in just the space of two
weeks. She is going to be an amazing missionary. Hrma Tzorin hadn't felt so
good so I let her sleep as I studied. Tuesday most other missionaries left
which left just 4 of us from our zone. I was placed again in a trio with Hrma
Thomas. She is one of the most Christ-like people I have ever met. She broke
her foot before coming and thought everything was healed but has been having
nerve and ligament damage. She has been here 10 weeks and was supposed to leave
today for Chile. The week progressed and my companion started feeling more
sick. We took her to the clinic and they told us she was fine and just needed
some rest. That night both of my companions got priesthood blessings. It
was awe inspiring One of the Elders I knew in High School and he
spoke with power and authority as he blessed them with comfort. I was reminded
of the power of the priesthood and the authority they have. Seth,
Cam, Ry, Jord, Jeff, Aaron, James, Josh, Ben, Dad I am proud that you have that
priesthood and use it often and with power.
That
night my companion broke out in a fever and started to moan. My heart went out
to her and began to get worried. I was reminded of the time when we drove from
Kentucky to Michigan and how Hannah stayed by my side from what I
felt like was most of the night reading the scriptures to me. I decided to do
the same. She didn't get to warm and finally started sleeping at about 3ish. I
next day when she got up we took her back to the health clinic and after about
15 minutes they called me and my other companion back and started running
tests. I am lucky I didn't have what ever my companion had. It was like a
movie. We left the office in masks and packed my companion all up called
security and they took her away. But I picked her up from isolation today and
it is so nice to see her so happy.
While one
companion was taken by security my other companion had over 15 Dr. appointments
this week. I left the MTC!!! Nothing significant happened though. I talked to
all 8 people in the waiting room but turns out all 8 of them were LDS...
BLASTED UTAH!! I want to serve so bad. Which is good because I also got
reassigned yesterday. I have been hereby called to serve in Denver
Colorado North mission. I leave Monday which means I am supposed
to call home. I will call on Sunday after 5 I believe. This was a
miracle. I found out Thursday morning between appointments that determined if
my companion would be sent home due to health problems or be able to serve in
Chile. As we went to the 3rd Doctors appointment it was determined she would be
sent home. It broke my heart. I wish I could let all missionaries see what I saw
as this Hermana with a golden heart and the desire and capacity to serve and
change the world was denied the opportunity to do so. She then was sent to talk
to the District President or the person who okays people to be sent home.
I sat in this office for 3.5 hours
as everything was being figured out and I saw over 16 Elders or Sisters come
through. Some due to health concerns, or family concerns, some because they did
not feel adequate or were not resilient. It broke my heart. There was two
Elders in particular that fueled my desire to go. One is on crutches it looks
like he must have muscular dystrophy or something but can barely walk. I could
here him pleading for him to just work at the referral center. How
can I not study with all of my might when there are Elders like him. I sent my
companion on the plane home this morning at 4:30. But it was a blessing I was
called to Denver, her home town. My companion wasn't doing so good with the
news and when people saw her weighing suitcases of course everyone asks where
we are going and when. I was able to save some trouble and explain we were both
going to Denver but they weren't letting me leave until Monday. It
helped a lot.
My heart was heavy but my desire
great. I must say that receiving that special hug in the temple today
helped so much. I was so surprised to see you Mom. It was just what I needed
and thank you for going to the temple every week. You are a great example to me
and I love you! Which is clearly evident!! See I even spent some time attaching
a picture of me and Ryan.
I feel like this letter is sad. I
promise I am not sad! It is impossible with the flowers that are blooming
anywhere!! I obsessed!!
During gym time we got a couple
Polynesian districts and I have been playing Volleyball with all the Elders. It
will be me and 5 Poly's. I find it hilarious as they yell, "SISTAH DIS ONE
FA YU" I love the polynesian culture. Such big hearts!! And they are crazy
awesome at Volleyball.
I also had a hilarious experience
with the Consolate. We were not allowed to say anything regarding religion
while meeting with him...... And I will finish the story when I get home cause
I am out of time...
Love ya!!
Is it okay if I accidentally bump into you (I live near Denver)? You'd have to say hi and give me a big ol' hug right? :)
ReplyDeleteSo proud of you!
Love, Kristine