This week was rough. My very first transfer we dropped lots
of our investigators who were not really progressing in faith in order to find
the people the Lord had prepared to accept and act upon this gospel. Oh that
week was full of miracles!! We did the same thing the end of last week and
beginning of this week, and worked a full to find people to teach. My companion
is amazing and we really talk to everyone! But we just haven´t found the people
ready to accept this gospel.
On Thursday we had Elder Nuñez come a speak to us. It was so
powerful! and he spoke of the miracles that come with complete devotion. I felt
the spirit testify of its truth and know that if I align my will with Gods I
too can feel of those blessings, I guess the problem is aligning my stubborn
will with Gods! Haha! This week I have shared Enos a lot and explained
the necessity of trusting in Gods promises when we ask with sincerity to our
Father in Heaven. And all of sudden I realized that I needed to listen to my
own message. (You have got to hate and love those realizations) The rest of the
week covered lots of analyzing and correction, and trying lots of
different methods. It was difficult because it was snowing and raining most of
the week and no one was outside and strangely no one really want to come unlock
their gates for us to come inside... They just shake their finger at the
window. But don´t worry, I don´t even know how many dogs we have invited to
listen to our message. But a random plus to the fact that no one is outside
while it is raining is the fact that you can sing ¨´Singing in the rain¨´ as
loud as you want and the only one who laughs is Hna. Rodriguez.
I guess I have heard so many returned missionaries tell
miraculous stories of the miracles that happen when everything is going wrong.
I am sick of everyone telling me that it is nothing to do with me but that my
area is a dead area and ready for the miracle! I just really want to
teach someone how crucial this gospel is and help them as they take steps to
return to their Savior. Just watch, my letter next week will be jammed packed
full of miracles! Its funny how much happens in one week.
Love you all! Keep sending the prayers coming my way.
Hermana Hill
I found a roof!! This is my area!